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I have not written anything for a while now even thought I told myself that I will try to write contents more often. However, I also felt that it is unwise to just put up any feelings/rants here. It must at least contain something beneficial or meaningful.
I resigned from my job 2 weeks ago, due to personal reasons.
How should I start this.
I have been jobless for the past 2 weeks, and I had been thinking of what the therapist told me in regard to my issue. The therapist said that due to my inner issues, I have been slacking and not productive.
I was thinking of that just now, of it.
Is it true that human is not innately lazy? At first I want to say that human is amalgamation of its background, history and experience. They create on how we emulate ourselves towards certain topics, or issues, or give us perception on certain things. Similarly in regard to racism, some said it was taught to us by those around us. We are not innately racist, but was taught to be racist.
However, when I reflected on it again, we are actually driven towards things that we want to do. We will be lazy/procrastinate if it does not interest us. If we want to be overachievers, we have to focus on our interest. What motivates us to do something. What pushes us to go for it.
When we look at it, we can be lazy in certain aspects of our live as we are driven to do other things.
I believe that I do not have the motivation to pursue the work that I did. Therefore, I have to leave before it impacts my team. I feel ashamed for it. Rather than bringing the team down, I left without making any plan for myself.
Now, I am currently planting grapes [measure land], or however you put it.
I am more relax now. My mind is free, and I can think and do things that I have not done for a while.
I am currently driven to make myself become healthy and fit. Healthy and fit in mind and body.
Wish me luck.
Thank you.
