Just a thought

I just read my friend wordpress... I realise that everyone have one thing in common, which is the anxiety of being alone... NO Matter how up you are in a society or organisation... You always want to have someone at your side; to support you; to tell you all the OPTIMISTIC words; comforting you; Back you up; To share views and a place to cry on; and a lot more reasons...

Dont ever feel that you are going to be alone in this world, because when you look at your side(left or right), you will always see the warmnth face of your friends...
The only thing that you need to filter is whether they are your true friend...

Before you try to be open with them, try to categorise which type of friends are them....
Later on, try to be truthful with them, share your thought and hear their view...

Often we see friends that only acknowledge you for the things that you can contribute to him/her. You know; FRIEND WITH BENEFITS...
This is the most parasitic friend that you should stay away from...

Besides that, we can also see FRIENDS THAT friend with SOMEONE just to make him/herself feels better.. to make it simpler; he/she mocks you to make him/herself better... hhuhuhuh

Another one, is backstabber... well I dont have to tell you about that right...

well, I know that, regardless who you met, and what kind of friend you are, be sure to be true to yourself and them....

AND know that, you are NOT the only one has the feeling of being alone... Everyone does, so.... to resolve that probs... open up to someone. talk to some..


P/S: feel free to nudge me as well... :P

I will start rambling if I write longer...
bubye'

A day with a smile...

I loved to smile once...
It was when I was just a little child at my old hometown.. I will keep smiling from my school to my home... My neighbours always tell me to close my mouth shut... Cause, when I was small, I will give a DANG BIG grin...

Oh how I miss those days, I really feel that I want to cry as I miss the opportunity to do good things... Anyway, life is hard, and my smiling face changed to a frown or expressionless face... Now, Im too stable emotion kind of guy...

But, I really miss my smile, it makes my life a wonder... and starting today, I wish I could do it again, start smiling again... It will do me good...

You know what, my face looks old, and I know what cause it, because I stop smiling, thats what happen.

Regardless, I could not do my sweet smile again.. but I will try to recreate whats left of it... but, my true self will desire the old one....


OH, How I miss you, my sweet smile...

Cintakun Bersujud Lagi Theatre

Last Night was a blast... I am very proud of what the team crew and production have done.. Give a thousand round of applause to you all... I love you guys soo much... IT was another great experience for me in drama and theatre.. I hope I can use what I have learn from here and put it into practice in another theatre that I am in right now, which is still in development... I hope all of you will like it...

But now I want to talk about CBL (Cintaku Bersujud Lagi) only... hehehe

hehehe



anyway, I hope there is the continual episodes of this drama... or just call me up whether you guys are doing new theatre.. Im surely going want to join in and act..heheheh I will do my best...








until then, appreciate for all of the drama and theatre experiences that you guys have learnt.. and I am very sorry for my bad and unintentional behaviours that I supposed not have done... unti then,

See you guys in USM, and in the side road... XD

XOXOXOXOXO

BLOGGAMANIA!!!

Is there even such word..
huhuh

You know what, I am having blogging crave now...

Every now and then, I am going to open my blog and update it and write new post..
hehehe...

HOHOHO...
so, what to say, well... I just want to say that I'm in the crave of writing new post... thats all.. i am being redundant again..hehehehe

Anyway, how is everyone that reading my blog for now..
ONLY 3 followers.. great..but then again, that does not include my friends that still havent not follow me but have read my blog.. right?
hehehehehe

Anyhow, coming back to my life...

I AM DAMN INTO SOCIOLOGY NOW..hehehe and PSYCHOLOGY... hehehe.. .damn darn into it...

and currently, I am trying to "polish" back my reading habit...hhuhuhuh
by reading those kind of books...hehehehe

hurm, i find human being's personality and brain fascinating.

Well, I am just a guy without his manual, so guide me if you like, anywhere you go, I might be going as well...

I always thought that I am not easily persuaded or influenced but actually, I am darn fragile.. XD

but it make me to be aware of my surrounding better.. and I am getting better at it...
I will try to guess people feeling but I am just not sure how to show mine... because I am emotionally stable plus always detached.

One thing new that you guys need to know about me is that, I hate people staring at me without any reasons that I do not know... It arouse my anxiety...

hurm... thats all for now...
Until the next blogacrave...

WALKING. Walking, walking. to walk. walk.

Well, I have been trying this healthy life style that I read from A BOOK.. hehe... well, its actually a magazine, if Im not mistaken its Men's Health...

So, to put it simple, I have been doing at least a 30 minutes of walk per day so I can manage my body shape in a way. This life style is actually very good for those that are over-weight.

By doing walking, they can actually reduce their fat percentage.

The idea of walking 30 minutes a day is not on how fast or how far you are walking but rather on the time consumption in doing the walk.

Thus, even though, you walk like a snail, but it will still be a healthier walk that running.

This is due that, you are trying to burn calories...

So, what else should I say, I am not someone who are specialize in this area, I just know what I know...

SO, START WALKING TO STAY HEALTHY... ITS HEALTHY!!!!!!

Blogging,.. does it good to blog?

Well, as you have read previously I have stated that I heard people talking/saying that blogging is bad, but I would like to justify that, it is not true...

Well, it is not truly proven that it is good either but I would like to say on what have I observed for the past few days...

Well, for starters, my sleeping habit has changed a bit, I woke up earlier today and more productive. I came to my lecture, 1hour and 30minutes earlier (90minutes) ...

That proof something, does not it? Do not tell me that, I changed because of eating the Arabic bread that I have been chewing for the past few days.

Surely, it will not be true if that is the case... Right? Don't tell me that, they cast some spell onto the bread. Its just crazy.... HAHAHA... (Im listening to Gnarl Barkley song - Crazy) ....

Anyway, coming back to the matter of blogging, I will stand to the pro towards blogging for this day onwards...

Hohoho, it will be a matter that I will make a research on probably next year..hehehee

Maybe, let assume if I have time, then I will do it, but if I do not have it, then I will leave it to those that have more time.

Anyway, anyhow, anytime soon, I will probably going to write more and more blogs...

IF, and IF only its true that blogging is really good, then, you will see me reading more books and doing more research online... Hopefully it will be true...

Insya'Allah...

Until then,

Love from me to those that read my blog...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

UNOS BESOS Y UNOS ABRAZOS...
KISSES AND HUGS...

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Funny night with the USM night bus...

Hehehe...

It was 10pm, I have just done my drama training practice. The night was cold and calm, and here I was standing at the bus stop at the Dewan Budaya. I looked at my mobile phone to see the time, and I knew now that I am already late for my another meeting at my hostel. Eager to go for the meeting, I messaged my group mates,telling them I might be late as I am waiting for the bus now. The journey from Dewan Budaya is fairly far and I did not want to tire myself out with walking, I waited there alone. For a brief moment afterward, few of the crews that join the drama that I am in, arrived, with the same notion and determination; going back to the hostel with the bus.

We chatted for awhile to let the time passed by, and the on the right side of my vision, I could see a bus at the round-about, but unfortunately, it did not turn into the road that we were waiting for the bus as it turned into the first road that it passed through. Ergo, we knew that it was the blue-coloured bus. The bus that we were waiting for was the purpled-coloured bus.

Thus, thinking that the situation now and the nature of the "ethical" drivers, we assumed that, the bus just now will be the last bus, so with all of our focused fixed on the blue-coloured bus next stop, we quickly moved there. The best part was, it was not only the four of us went to the next stop, even the other bystanders that were waiting for the bus, tagged along with us, such was the "spontaneous" parade of walking bus-chaser.

I was not satisfied with this; running to the blue-coloured bus next stop. Thus, I looked again at the round-about hoping to see the purple-coloured bus, and suddenly, I saw a bus went through the round-about and due to the low light vision and the obstruction of the trees, I was unable to see where it went. So, with all my intuition, my friends and I, went back to the last bus stop that we were standing just now hoping that it was the blue-coloured bus.

And, luck struck us, it was the bus, and due to it, all of our adrenaline pumped really fast, considering that we did not want to miss from getting on board the bus. All of us managed to get onto the bus safely and we took our seats. There are even some of the tagged-along-walking-people came back with us and some went straight to the next location where the bus were going to stop.

It was a very funny night if you, yourself went through it. And my face was filled with a big grin as I found it hilarious and heart-warming. That is all, and as the ending, I arrived at my hostel 10 minutes afterward, and I found out that, there were 3 more buses behind the bus that I was in.

AM I A BLOGGER!!!

Huhuhu~~~

Now, I can tell you that what has been happening in my mind, the reoccurring thought to blog...

Thanks, to my dearest friend, ******, who persuades me to blog... thus, I have been thinking the whole day, what to write in my blog... WHAT WHAT WHAT!!!!!!!

hehehe, you can say that, I will be an active blogger now, but people do say that it is not healthy to be a blogger... is that so? hurmm, give me ur opinions, if u have one...

Anyway, I will putting on a lot of anything that comes to my mind.. ANYTHING, that mean, I might as well upload poems that I have wrote, or songs that I have recited, or even spontaneous play/novel/plot that I have thought... HEHEHEHE...

But, BE WARNED, that my grammar is damn RUSTY, so any feedback is welcome... :D

Until then, hope to hear news from all of you readers out there...

Me LLamo, Hector... Tengo veinti uno anos... de Pahang, Malasia...

Hasta Pronto.... Un beso y abrazo...

Syntax, Semantic and Pragmatic

I always say that "Life is funny in its own way",
well, I forgot to put an adjective to it...

"Life is cruelly funny in its own way"...

Imagine it in this way...
You think of Life as a person who tries to humour himself due to the boredom that he is having... So, to make it interesting, he just torment the unlucky and bless the lucky ones...

huuhuh, I got side-tracked just now.. hurmm... interesting enough, maybe Life is just the Leprechaun or Lady Luck... You know, those in power that can turn your life around and around and around like merry-go-round.

Anyway, what I am trying to say is, life played my life very seriously...
Due to the unfortunate event of my own childhood, I was struck by a building brick to my head by my own friend (who is not my friend anymore, I want to unfriend him, hehehe)....

So, I have to get myself a nice 11 stitches on my head, and I miss my school day out to the beach.. huuhuhuhuu....

Starting that day, I think that my mind/brain capability in learning is deteriorating each times I learn something... Like this for example...

I learn, I remember, I forget...

HAHAHAHA, even my language proficiency is getting dull every minutes..
for example, look at my URL...
its supposed to be written,

www.iamaliveanddead.blogspot.com

but I wrote....

www.iamalifeanddead.blogspot.com

see the differences???

Yeah, life is cruelly funny... hehehe
but, Im going to have only one life, and one life that I am going to enjoy and leave a great mark that people will remember me, for who I am, not for who I am to be...

even if the who I am is nobody, then, that is the person that you have to be remember me as...

I' am NOT a blogger

Well, interesting enough, right now, I am pushing myself to write something just because my friend is mad at me due to the lack of update in my blog. The last time I had one, I fail to maintain it and the blog was deleted by the admin....
huhuhu

Anyway, now I will try to push myself to change from my bad habit... I will try to be a BLOGGER.. hurmm... How to do so, some people say that I have to update my blog either daily or weekly regarding what I want to share to all the people out there...
Pero, I have nothing to share to you guys. I am not a person that will try to curse another person because I try not to hold grudge... BUT, of course I will always remember what the people have done to me.

So, I think I will just jump start my brain by crapping about what in my immediate thought. So,.... [the sound of cricket can be hear from afar] ... [you even can hear your own breathing, slowly you inhale and exhale]...

Well, I have nothing to say.. Maybe I will just talk about what kind of book and the beginning that I thought of.. hurmm... but I think it is not feasible/ wise to put my ideas down here, since this post/page/blog is not suitable for novel-writing purpose and I dont want people to copy my idea... I have a lot of great new ideas, I just need a place and time to jot it down...

hehe.. maybe I will just play with a few posts later to ignite my fancy back again...

Long has I amiss my faithful friend, always been there since I was just a child.
Now it need time to break free, from the chain of reality.
Later today, I hope it fly, up above in the sky.
Do not stop, do not dwindle, by what is fake and what is real.
Together we stand fast, obstruct by the rest.
So, hope has been given, lies now in my own predicament.
To change what is and what is not and what possible in our thought.
Last to say, this is just a crapping play.
By me Azri, waiting to ignite my day.
Pan bread, chocolate sweet, with a lot of meat, I say good rid.