Tuesday, March 15, 2011

New blogs, new commitment, new efforts

Yeah!!... I was thinking of opening 2 more blogs..

I know it might be too much but I think I need to organize it as it would be better such way.

Hmm, but I am not sure whether I want to share it or make it private or ... yeah...

LOL, why in the hell I want to write it in blog if I want to make it private right?

SO, I might as well make it public... hmmmm.. I am just waiting for the moment for the blogs to be done. I need more ideas.... You guys just wait for it...

And, I am sure that you will just follow one of the blog only as the other one would be more... hmmm... how to put it.... it would be more... Gruesome? Gothic? I am not sure .... It would NOT be appropriate for the weak mind.. Yeah, I think that is better.

AHHAHA. but the other new one, the one that you probably follow, it would be more inspiring and better I guess.. hahaha

Anyway, I think you guys just wait for the new blogs yeah? hahaha... But Im not sure when I am going to do it.. hehe.. until then.

At last... A new post from my own room...

Well, I actually have a fruit of thought to be put in here, but then it kinda slipped off my mind. Anyway, I think I do not have the desire to study/ learn anymore through education system.

I mean, I love to read and all, but I just hate the fact that someone pushing me to read something. I will be totally not interested in the respected field. Seriously, I hate it..

I am just eager to finish my days in university now. I love university and all, but I hate the time restriction... I want to do MANY things, I am interested to do A LOT of things. but I hate it when people start saying 'Azri, read this, and that' ..... urfgghhh!!! so frustrating.

Its not that I have anything against it... but well, I do actually have something against it.. haaha... I just cannot freaking remember any informations if someone asked me to read something thats not out of my sheer own will...

Anyway, early morning is the best time to be awake...I mean, this time.. around 2am to 5am... It is just heaven. the silent moment is just too precious to be passed... but unfortunately, then again, it actually, make me to have bad health. My face would start to have pimples and become oily. In fact, my hair will start to fall even more and I would not have enough energy to stay awake in the day time. But I dare say, my understanding does increase ten-fold. However, my perception towards surrounding decrease a bit.

In not a related news, I actually already remembered on the thing that I want to post now. And I am not sure whether I want to continue in here or make a new post... Haissh... haha....

Nahhh.. I scratch that idea from this post as I do not think it is something worthed to be shared. Its not like the person that I am directing the post to will read it. Like, you are busy working now and searching for money. and will be graduating really soon. Heck, well.. sharing too much will be bad for me socially.. hahaha...

So, yeah. I think I accidentally crapping about something else rather than talking about something that I should have... Right? hahah..

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Eager to put word in

I have been wanting to go blogging for ages now.. .hahaha this is the first time when I felt really eager to put word in here..

I have many things to update on but nothing much to say since I cannot use the internet connection in my room. Maybe due to my laptop capability. Anyway, I am damn bored. Is this the first time I am talking about someone else? hmmm, I wonder what will happen to me in future time. I will vouch to myself, if in any way I will be a teacher or a lecturer, I WILL NOT BE A LOUSY EDUCATOR...

I see potential in all of the new generation and its a pity as most of them will fall in the fissure of hell.

I do believe that without a solid base, one will fall easily. and I believe that I am not a strong leader nor educator to shape the new generation capability so they would be in their highest potential.

This sucks, I want to crap and rant about other things but unfortunately, I cannot do it since I am not in my room. hahahah... and NO FREAKING PRIVACY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah, I guess, even in my room nowadays, man, I hate the freaking guys who enter my room and use my stuffs without using my approval, heck even open the door before I could give greeting or reply anything....

One more thing, I AM NOT YOUR FREAKING BESTIES for you to actually, SIT ON MY BED and USE MY STUFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway, I love the fact that my room is on a high level, 8th... Its high right,.... ^_^

Well, got to go... hahahaha.. do not want to be caught red-handed.. hahaha