Thursday, February 3, 2011

Valentine's Day with my Love life

Since its going to be Valentine's day soon, I just to express something. There are only a few people know this, and yes, very very few.

I am always in dilemma if we talked about being in a relationship as currently, I am at a fork road. I do not know which one that I want to take.

Due we are living in a world where society matter [ to me it matters ], and people tend to give a false impression whenever they get the chance, I never did bulged from the place I am standing now. One move will make a HUGE different and change in my life.

I am at lost. Both moves will just made me at total lost. That is why I always created an escape route which is to be neutral/free/not taking side/do nothing.

Well, I do believe that doing nothing is a choice and a valuable choice. If you see in Avatar, Book 2 - Bumi advised Aang to seek an instructor skilled in neutral jing, or doing nothing (as Bumi himself put it, someone who "waits and listens")...

HAhahHa, some might reject this, well everyone will reject it when I say this to myself.. LOLx... anyway, thats what I think, so... yup... ^_^

Anyway, I am still considering the danger of the path and which one do I want to take and what to expect and to do.. you know, those menial things that one needs to do before picking side...LOL .. I HATE chooses....

3 comments:

  1. one of the many things that i dont get here is that; u've joined so many clubs & org. like the KungFu club and AIESEC where many of us wouldn't feel comfortable to get out from our own boxes. and how exactly this shows you that you are not doing anything?

    initially this was meant to be a sarcastic and nasty remark, but somehow it ended up as a compliment.

    anyway, you can blame all you want towards how the society think about you, and yet you've joined clubs that most of us dont even dare to join. you're contradicting yourself don't you think? ;)

    just a piece of thought

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  2. p/s: mind the myriads of grammatical errors i've made in my comments. night isn't exactly my strongest time of the day. i'm not an owl like everyone else hooo

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  3. HAHAHA... Thats what I always upon on myself or at least I always think about.. why do I love to contradict myself... seriously, I do always contradict myself, you can see it in me in everyday life.. XD

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